Monday, July 13, 2009

She doesn't like me

Can you keep a smile and be cheerful when you have to wait 45 minutes every time for somebody to show up? Hell no! If I have a choice, I would rather not to see them at all. We can communicate in many other different ways, like emails or phone calls, and then maybe I can keep my cool. Parents complain that I’m an impatient and unpredictable person who chooses to speak out from my anger. It’s like I am the one who ruin the gathering, so I always choose to walk out so they can have the happiest family time together. Why can’t they understand why I would be mad? I wake up and prepare early so I can be on time. My time is precious too! Why can’t you appreciate my effort and how come it has to be so unfair?

The kid didn’t do anything wrong, and it’s not his decision to be late every time. He may think that I don’t like him, because he has to see my mad face every time he sees me. I’m really sorry I have to be an angry aunt in his world. I promise I will try to show my love more to you, even when I am pissed at your parents. Kid is innocent!

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