It wasn't a very happy Mother's Day for me this year. Somehow I was very emotional and sensitive the whole day since we woke up. Every little thing annoyed me. The whole family came to our home for BBQ. The kids had a great time playing together. However, once again, I think I ruined everyone's day because of my bad attitude and lack of interest. I felt sorry but I could not up my spirit to be cheerful. I finally broke down after Haley told me, 我唔要你! She said that all the time to everyone else, except ME. I don't recall she ever said that to me. I know she didn't mean it when she said that, she was just trying to escape from taking picture with me so she can play with Sky. I was heartbroken at that moment, and it hurts. I couldn't stop crying. I didn't give a chance to make up with Haley. She must wonder why mommy didn't cuddle with her before bed. Instead, I chose to go to bed in tears. ; (
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