Talking machine

I feel like I have become a talking machine beginning this two weeks. It's like non-stop talking for 10 hours from the minute Haley wakes up to the minute she finally sleeps. Talking, giggling, reading books with her are fun, but asking her to do things, warning her from doing unsafe thing, and explaining different house rules are a nightmare. I repeat myself over and over again for million times a day. Going out is physically tired, yet staying home is mentally driving me nuts. I understand Haley is not naughty but it is her stage to be exploring and testing boundaries. At the end of the day, my throat is so dry from all the talking, but when I really think about it, most of my talking has no substances. Consistency is the key in teaching and disciplining a kid, that's why I want to try my best to keep up with her. Sometimes it's easier to just follow what she wants, but I have to show her who's the boss and teach her the right behavior. AHHHHHHHHH!! I never have patience and I am so short temper. The hardest part for me is to keep my cool, not raise my tone of voice, but to calmly reason with my little precious. I know if I repeat my rules a billion times, she will finally get it some day! Well...I guess I also feel sorry to the people, mainly my parents and Owen, who love me enough to suck up with my frustration.

我真是想像不到一個人可以愛另外一個人有多深。已經每天陪伴在身邊，但就連她睡了也很掛念她啊！記得有一句口號是"眼睛看著您，心中仍想您！" 我完全體會到啦！我從來沒有看著任何人的相片而有衝動去親那張相片，可是我竟然多次不自覺地親了投影著小小雲相片的電話啊！我想我是中毒了！在旁的Owen給了我一個原因，他說全是因為小小雲長得太像他，我想不是吧！